Like so many, only those incredibly close to me have any idea of my fight to get through each day. I’m not going to use real names or places, but otherwise I’m laying it out there, brutally and totally. I need to for my own sake. If I write, perhaps things will seem more reasonable, less unusual, or maybe I’ll learn to love my own brand of crazy so much more. I’m a 30-something female living in the U.K. I’m going to call myself Sarah.