Hi. Bye. 

I’m so fickle. When I’m in a certain mood I think having this blog is ridiculous. Another mood and I’m so grateful I started it. It’s hard to tell sometimes when to trust my own decisions. 

I don’t just mean this blog, of course, but everything. I have to make sure I consistently think something for many days and weeks before I trust it. As a result procrastination ensues and decision-making takes ages. Bad decisions get made if I allow one of my moods to take over. Thankfully I have just about avoided messaging my ex. And yes it’s been nearly four years. Damn. 
I guess I won’t delete the blog just now. Just having a mini existential crisis. It’s fine…